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brownsville, texas, United States
I have been a christian for about few strong years now and i praise God daily for my salvation in Christ. I use to be a thug but now I'm a believer, and i can find no other joy than living for the glory of God. I aim to glorify Him everyday that i wake, i know that i fall short of that agenda daily, but by His grace alone do i still wake up and go to sleep at night. Soli Deo Gloria

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Christ the Living water


Hey fam! whats going down? well, as i was walking to work today i was just thinking of Christ, being the Fount of Living Water. Then i started thinking about life, and what role does water play in living. So then that brought me to thinking how Christ, spiritually, is our living water and what that means. So, here I go.




1) water is used to cleanse (or clean)




As I was thinking of water the first thing that popped into my head was the cleansing side of it. When we are dirty we take showers, right? and without water there is no way to wash. well, check this out Ezekiel 36:25 "Then I WILL sprinkle clean water on you, and you SHALL be clean; I WILL clean you from all your filthiness and from all your idols." wow! thats an amazing act of God. From birth, we are filthy, dirty in our sins, and it is God who acts on His own will to cleanse us from our filthiness. How? only through the blood shed on the Cross of Christ, thats the only way! not the righteousness of our own hands can cleanse us, nor anything we do, only the work of Christ death on the cross, and ressurection from the grave, that is the only way that our sins could be cleansed. That is the only way that we can be made white as snow. there is no other. Look and at the voice of God saying, " I WILL" it doesnt matter if you want to be cleansed or not, if God wants to cleanse you He will, and thats why His grace is so irresistable to His people, because once we see His cleansing hand, we cling to Him who has purified us, and counted us righteous on the behalf of His Son. Lastly, Idolatry is in our hearts from youth, whether we idolize things, or people or ourselves, if we dont have God first in our lives and hearts then we are idolizing something. So, God tells His people, i will clean you from your idols! God is a jealous God and He shares His glory with no man, beast, or thing.




2) Water quenches thirst, and gives life.




psalm 42:1 "as the deer pants for the water brooks, so my soul pants for You, O God." We christians, people set apart for the glory of God, do we thirst for God? do we, as a deer who has no had a drop of water for days, or weeks, pant for the flowing living water which only comes from Christ? we must, for without it, we will die. Thats the imagery we get from this psalm, a deer panting for a stream, longing for water, and now a brook right in front, it races and drinks and is satisfied and is giving life, and strength. Spiritually, we are like that deer. If do not have have our lives planted by the brook of God, in His word, with His people, in continual prayer with Him and fellowship with Him, we wont last. He is our strength, and through Him we have life.




3) water brings forth crops, fruit.




our lives before Chrsit was a dead waste land. But now that He has sprinkled Living water on us can we bear fruit, and live a life glorifying to the Father. As an early baby christian, i still relied on my works, and i thought the more good i did the more that i looked like a christian and i thought that if i made man happy then God would be happy with me, boy was i wrong. Now i see that back then i was relying on my works to make God happy and not the work of Christ to appease His wrath. I can now say that any good deed or anything i did was tainted with sin and was disquisting in the sight of God, but now that i believe in His finish work, being the only thing that could appease God, i have been able to bear fruit, in keeping with repentance. So, now this life which was once desolate, and dead and of no use, God has poured out His love and waterd it and now brings forth fruit in which He can enjoy, and men see, and testify of Him.


Well, i have to get going to bible study, but i hope ya'll get edified through this and rely only of the merit of Jesus Christ. Grace and Peace. amen.


Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Trusting in Christ


These past few weeks have been hard for me. Sin has just been weighing me down and praise be to God that He hasn't killed me and "gave me over to my ways" (romans 1:23-25) but He has chiseld me and broke me down to rely on Him. I want to share what has been going on in by brain lately. Now, I love God, without Him i could not live nor do i have a purpose to live. Now, i also love theology, which is the study and knowledge of God, i love learning about His attributes and doctrine, i just love it. Now, i think i have been idolizing the knowledge i have of God, and not God Himself. Its a great thing to know about God and His ways, because it keeps us from heresy and gives us a reply to questions in which we should know the answers to and proclaim to others. Now, i am not knocking down theology, but if we make that our god and not God Himself then we are idolators, and not giving God the honor and praise that He deserves. I love when Jesus heals the man born blind in the Gospel of John, chapter 9. In this Chapter we see that the blind man did no ask to be healed, but that Jesus chose to heal Him for the glory of the Father. Now, when the man is healed he was approached by his neighbors, asking "is this not he who sat and begged?" to get to what i am trying to say in Chapeter 9:25, he says "whether He is a sinner or not i do not know. One thing i do know is that I was once blind but now i see." Now, what we need to know is that we were blind, dead, and filthy in our sins, but through Christ and Christ alone do we see, live, and have our being. Thats where we need to start off. We need to believe that truth, that solid fact that we need God to make us see, and to breath in us life. Theology does play a role in a Christians life, but i have heard testimonies of people having a knowledge of God and they are still blind, and later on God truly opens there eyes and they realize the difference between knowing about Him and having an experience with Him where He just makes you see, and bring life in your once dead soul. We need to taste and see that the Lord is good, we need to get in His world in which He speaks in and experience His promises to His people and the loud fulfillment to that promise, which is found in Jesus Christ. Again, theology does serve a purpose in the christians life and is needed, but first we must examine ourselves to see if we are in the faith (2 corinthians 13:5) it is a hard thing to do, this self examintation but it is better to realize that you are walking in the darkiness and then run to the light, which is Christ, than to decieve ourselves and remain in darkness til the Day of the Lord comes. Oh,i hope that we all truly cling to the cross of Christ, and that cross alone! i pray that we all humble ourselves and just rely on the atonement of Jesus Christ alone, because if we rely on anything else then we are still dead in our sins. I pray, and hope that this is edifying to the body, and that God uses my weak words to express His mighty power. Grace and peace fam! Amen!!!

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Friday, December 4, 2009

what is worthy of living unashamed?

I want to start off by saying that there are many things to be ashamed of. In this life we will have shamefull days, acts, friends, and woredrobes, but this is not applied to the Gospel of Christ. Many who know me know that my life text, if you'd wanna call it that, is romans 1:16, and throughout my christian walk this text has been lived out, unpacked, and revealed in many ways. So, allow me to try to put in finite words, what the Lord has allowed me to know. My B.C life, life Before Christ, was a shameful life, yet I boasted on all the shameful deeds i did. My life was ruled by status, sports,money, women, sex, drugs and music. Allow me to elaborat. In middle and high school i was addicted to alchohol, cocaine, and weed. Partying was my life at a young age, and that was what i boasted on. Monday mornings were filled with conversations about "how much i drank, how much drugs i did, and how many "chicks" i was with." Friday afternoons were spent talking about what drugs, girls, and parties i would be affiliated with. Shameful acts boasted on by a shameful boy. Yet, is this not the status of the world, is this not what the world boast on, and in the process the people of the world take upon the identity of the world and what it protrays. Sports, though in and of itself is not sinful, became my god, and that is sinful. I was a good student but not for education sake, but for sports, i pass i play, i fail i dont play, simple as that. So, i exhaulted basketball to the position of God, meaning it was the reason i lived and breathed. Music, i love to rap, and God has giving me a gift of using words to get accross an message in lyrical form, so i used that as a means to exhault myself, and the god i served, which were money,sex, status, and me. Shameful! My life was ruled by the worlds system, which is, do all and anything you need to do to make you happy, and may i say, i was good at it. Shameful! i used drugs, girls, and people for my own pleasure and boasted on it to all who have an ear. Praise God for not giving me up to my lust, for i could have gotten an S.T.D, thank God i didnt never had an overdose, even though many nights of using should have brought death. Now when i think of that life, i say "shame... shame... shame on me!" Now the life I live is something not to be ashamed of, but to boast on! "i am not ashamed of the Gospel" says paul, why? "for it is the power of God unto salvation" for whom? "to anyone who believes, first the Jew and also the Greek." I was anyone, in need of the life giving power of the Gospel of Christ. Before Jesus all i had was the wrath of the Father awaiting me, oh but what a gracious act for God to give up His only Begotten Son to save a great sinner as I. Now what i boast on is the same Gospel that Paul, John, Peter, James, and God Himself proclaimed. That God would send a Seed (Jesus) to crush the head of the serpent, and for all the world to repent and believe in this truth. The almighty, everlasting, infite, and holy God, became flesh. Wait, there is more. This fully God, fully Man named Jesus, lived a perfect life, sinless, and pure, but was treated as a criminal and was executed as a criminal. Wait, there is more. This perfect, holy, pure Man, was placed on a cross making Him a curse (galatians 3:13) and bearing our sins and drinking the full wrath of God's cup, that was meant for us, being seperated from the Father. That is nothing shameful, but all praise worthy. Wait, there is more. He rose from the tomb in the third day, accended in to heaven, being seen by hundreds, and now sits in the right hand of the Father, forever making intercession for His church, Wow! now that's awesome!!! From a life addicted to the world system, to becoming a christian and being a slave of Christ, and all was done by the Father, Christ, and the Holy Spirit, and none by me. That's worthy to boast on, the cross of salvation. I hope and pray that this is edifying to the Church, and that all christians everywhere live an unashamed life with the cross in the center. May the God of peace be exhaulted in your life. Grace and Peace from God the Father, and our Lord Jesus Christ. Amen!

Burger.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Thoughts on psalm 97:3

With all the deaths that are going on in the past few months it really got me thinking about what the world thinks about salvation. With the death of Micheal Jackson, Steve McNair, billy Mays etc. Everyone that speaks of them make it seem like they are going to heaven. Like if salvation comes to those who were "good" in the sight of men or to those who were famous or icons in the world, yet everyone has forgotten about their sinful, fallen nature.
Today, I was studying through psalm 97, and verse 3 really consumed my thoughts for hours. "fire goes before Him and burns up His adversaries all around." His adversaries... Many people think that God's adversaries are people like Hitler, and murders and people in jail, but they don't know that the nun who trusts in the virgin mary for salvation is an enemy of God; or that the man in church who relies on his church attendance and "good works" is also an enemy of God. I say this so we can get it through our heads that salvation comes through the death, burial, and ressurection of Christ alone, and that the only part we play in salvation is our willingness to be pruned and disciplined by God, and to be faithful to preach His word to the nations. Yes, Micheal Jackson did play a huge part in the music industry, but did nothing for the glory of God, he lived a wasted life... We have the ministry of reconciliation, we have this gospel that can bring men and women from death to life, that can make a nation from being an enemy of God to becoming a child of God. So why do we not proclaim this Word to the fallen world? Why do we still sit in our seats and warm the bench instead of playing in the game?
In the verse before this it says "...righteousness and justice are the foundation of His throne." the world has this mindset that God is a God that will over look there sin because He is a God of love, but here we see that the foundation of His throne is righteousness and justice. Through the scriptures we see kings who are corrupt and unjust, but this King, seated on the throne is like no other King. He can not be bribed or manipulated, if you are not washed by the blood of Christ and if you do not have His righteousness upon you, then you will be burned up... No,if, and or buts about it. God is a holy God and sin can not stand in His sight. The Lord is worthy, more than worthy, of our praise and adoration. We must see God as who He is and not what we think He is. My fellow saints, church, the world will try to lead you in many directions, Satan will want to tempt you to fall in your sin and rely on something other than Christ, but remember that the Lord is a righteous God, He will only accept perfection in His sight, and none of us are perfect. But that's where the gospel of the risen Lord comes in.
There is nothing in us that can please God, there is nothing that we can do to earn salvation; the only way that we can stand before the throne of God and spend an eternity with Him, glorifing Him and adoring Him, is by putting our faith and trust and life in the work done on the cross of Calvary over 2000 years ago. Brothers and sisters of God, this is the beauty of the gospel, that Jesus would die for His bride not by anything she did but mainly because He loves her so much. Oh how unworthy are we, but now that we have been called and redeemed, let us not take for granted the freedom we have in Christ.
So now, let us go before the throne of grace and lay our lives before the nail print feet of Jesus and give Him the praise, glory and adoration that He deserves. I pray that this is edifying to the body of Christ and that the spirit may convict you as much as He has convicted me. Grace and peace from our Lord Jesus Christ, may glory, honor and praise be to Him forever and ever, amen.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Friday, April 24, 2009

James 4:4-6
You adulterous people! Do you not know that friendship with the world is enmity with God?Therefore whoever wishes to be a friend of the world makes himself an enemy of God. Or do you suppose it is to no purpose that the Scripture says, "He yearns jealously over the spirit that he has made to dwell in us"? But he gives more grace. Therefore it says, "God opposes the proud, but gives grace to the humble."

Todays church falls into the trap of wanting to be more like the world to gain more of the world but the one mistake that they make is putting aside the gospel and sin to not cause conflict with the people and by doing that they have chosen to make themselves a friend of the world, and become humanistic and man-centered. The world has nothing to offer a christian, yes, God's creation was good in genesis, but since sin enterd the world the god of this world, satan, wants to tempt us and make us fall into his snares and sin against a Holy and Righteous God. There are 3 things that we can get out of this text:

1. Friendship with the world means that we are enemies of God.
Our lives, as christians, should be cross exhaulting, Christ-centered, God glorifying lives. Most of us are afraid of persecution, and what we tend to do is not proclaim our christian life or preach Christ to people because we are afraid of there response, and if they are our friends or family we dont want to lose their friendship so we would rather be friends with them and put God on the back burner. Now, when we start choosing the world over Christ thats when James rebuke falls into play. Because of Christ sacrafice, we are seen as holy and without blame before Him in love (ephesians 1:4), and we have no wrath in store for us because Christ became a propitiation for our sins(Romans 3:25). Now anyone who rejects the gospel and Christs' work on the cross and chooses the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes and the pride of life instead of a perfect and loving God who gave up His only begotten son is an enemy of God because he/she is denying the glorious work that took place and the God who did it. So when paul talks about being unqually yoked (2 corinthians 6:14) that means that our friends influence does rub off on us and when we are around them long enough the life we use to know and love with Christ begins to fade and we make ourselves an enemy of God.

2.God is a jealous God.(genesis 20:5)
God will not take 2nd place, He will not allow something or someone take His place in your life. God has given us the Holy Spirit to convict us and guide us and conform us to Christ. Now, when we neglect The Spirit and try to do our own thing that is a sin against God and He will chasten those whom are His and who He loves. God shouldnt be only number one on our list, He should be the only thing on our list. Remember love the Lord your God with all your heart, soul,mind and strength.(mark 12:30)

3.Be humble,have a broken and contrite heart daily.
The last part of the verse James write that "God oppreses the proud, but gives grace to the humble." Most of the time we are humled, or have a broken and contrite heart when we have sinned against someone, or hurt someone, but we must know that no matter who we sinned against or whom we have hurt, first it is all sin against God. We daily fall short of His glory, and daily sin against God. So daily we must live a life with a broken and contrite heart leading us to be humble before the Lord because we know that we have sinned against a Holy and Perfect God. I pray that this will humble us and that God will get the glory... amen

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Why God must condemn the wicked

Now, i have heard many people say that God can not send anyone to hell because God is love. Well yes, God is love but He is more than that. It says in Proverbs 17:15 He who justifies the wicked, and condems the just, both of them alike are an abomination to the Lord. Now, if God lets sinners, people who have not accepted the Lord Jesus Christ,if He lets them enter the kingdom of heaven then He is an abomination to Himself and is no longer worthy to be our God. So because God does love He also must hate and all who are not washed clean by the blood of his son are still dirty with sin. So when they stand before the Judgement seat of Christ then He will say depart from me i never knew you. And whomever is not allowed into heaven will go to where there is "weeping and gnashing of the teeth." We all must know that God is a holy, perfect, and just God. He will not allow anyone to enter heaven just because you went on church or because you prayed a prayer or an alter call or gave money to a church or did mission trips. What I'm trying to say is that no work can get you into heaven, none! The only work that can is what Christ Jesus has done on the cross. If you trust in the substitutionary work of Christ and live by faith and not by sight and have fellowship with God and seek His face, repent of sins, bear fruit, these are things that are shown by a man or woman of God. Remember from the day we were born we had a sin debt, and you can either trust that Christ paid it for you and forever glorify Him and praise Him for how glorious He is or when your standing before God be casted into hell and forever be apart from Him. Christ became sin so that through Him we might have the forgiveness of sins, He removed the wrath that God and now we may have perfect fellowship with Him. Trust in Christ, believe in the gospel and repent of your sins. May the grace and peace of God be with you. Amen!

Monday, April 20, 2009

a small doxology

all praise to the Saviour who reigns, the King who took captivity captive yet bore my sin and shame. the place on the cross had my name, but Christ became a humble and obedient Lamb and was slain. Lord, You drank the Fathers wrath that was fill to the brim, anger and judgement meant for me was poured out on Him. oh praise You King Jesus, beautiful and majestic Son, the resurrected One, riding on the clouds He will come. it is You who's praise-worthy, awful in Your glory, in my mothers womb You formed me to take part in Your story. praise You oh Holy Father, creator of all life, sustainer in my strife, You are eternity, I'm finite. I'm nothing more than a clay jar, yet You've poured in me the beautiful gospel of Christ. glory to You, Holy Spirit, for You work within me to kill my sin. You turned me from my path to wrath, and set me on the road to righteous living, the narrow plain where I share in Christ pain... where I share in His death, and in doing so, I share in His resurrection. all glory, honor and praise to the triune God, He has no flaws, may all nations sing to Him and applaude!

Sunday, April 19, 2009

treasure of hope in jars of clay

2 corinthians 4:7 "But we have this treasure in jars of clay, to show that the supassing power belongs to God and not to us."



Jars of clay... that is all we are, jars of clay. We, christians, are clay pots, no one more precious than the other. We were all born sinners, hating God and loving ourselves and the sin that we so dearly boasted upon, and being in bondage to our master, sin and death. Yet now, we serve the Living God, the True God, the Triune God. We must know that there is nothing good in us, unless it is Christ and Him crucified. This glorious gospel, Christ being put to death on the cross, bearing our sin and shame, being placed in a tomb, rising on the third day, and now sitting at the right hand of God, this gospel is entrusted to unworthy clay jars. Through out the bible we can see that God uses the weak things of the world to put to shame the strong and the foolish to shame the wise, and it is no different today. Now a days most people like this health wealth prosperity gospel or the seeker sensitive gospel, but those are not the gospel.The only gospel is the gospel of Christ and if anything else is added or removed it is not longer the power of God unto salvation but heresy. There is only one truth, that is Christ Jesus, there is only one way, Christ, and through His finish work on the cross we have life, we have salvation, we have hope... hope of a future ressurection and beholding His glory and praising Him for all eternity. So, why me? why you? why us? by far I am not eloquent in speech or stand out among the crowd, but why have we been chosen to proclaim the most glorious thing to ever be revealed in the history of mankind? for God's glory. Paul rights "...to show the surpassing power belongs to God and not to us." (2 cor 4:7) it is God who receives the glory when we open our mouth and proclaim the gospel of Christ, it is God who makes us weak to show His strength, It is God whom send down His only begotten Son to show that He deserves the glory, but to also show the love He has for His bride and to show us what true love looks like. Yes, we are clay pots, and helpless sheep, but the treasure that is in the jars of clay is everlasting glory, because it is the glory of Christ, and even though we are helpless sheep, we have a Glorious Sheperd who cares and maintains His flock. Other religions rely on works but we rely on Christ, other religions rely on man, but we rely on the Son of God. We have a great commission, to go out to all nations and to preach this gospel of hope, of salvation, of glory. No matter how shy or scared or dumb we think we are, if God could use a donkey to proclaim to balaam a message (num 22:30) how much more can He use us to proclaim The Gospel of Christ to all nations. This text should humble the reader and exhault the King. It should humble us to see that "yes!" we are clay jars, small and insignificant, unworthy and undeserving of something so marvelous that words can not describe. This should exhault the King, Christ, because even though we are clay jars, He has chosen us for a work, He has chosen us to be servants of Him, and God has given us the Holy Spirit to know how to proclaim such Good News. I pray that this is used for your edification, and the the Lords exhaultation and glory. May the grace and peace of God be with you. Amen!